urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:darkestpoetof89darkestpoetof89darkestpoetof89darkestpoetof892004-03-06T04:34:16Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:darkestpoetof89:685...2004-03-06T04:34:16Z2004-03-06T04:34:16Zwhite stripesits 11:23 and im not feeling to good i maen alot has to do with mostly me. tonight heather said some thing that made me think a bit... she said and i quote, "some times i wonder why i care" am i really that bad of a b/f that she can say that just out of no where think how come she cares about me. i know its my fault but i just dont know how to deal with it... i cant do anything to help the situation therefor i must be the problem. when heather said "some times i wonder why i care" it mad me think she wants better, like she wants more from me... i just dont think i have any more to give... i mean i wish i had more to give but in the end it doesn't matter, im poor stupid and half the time when i look for that wiseness i posses it just doesn't come... i have nothing left to give but my life... and i cant give that up...<br /><br /><br /> ~kyle~urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:darkestpoetof89:282donno what its like2004-03-01T20:57:04Z2004-03-01T20:57:04Zrhcpsome people don't know what its like to have a brother so successful and trying to live past them my parents expect me to be so much greater than my brother but then i went to a tech school and now they think that i wont live up to any thing, also people have been saying different things about me and someone well fuck them for telling the world and i just am so god damn stressed out right now...